# 81
I couldn't meet his eyes.
“Dyaren?”
“Uh? Uh…”
“Dyaren, I put on new clothes.”
“Ah… beautiful.”
Dearyn looked at Sirius fleetingly and then quickly lowered her eyes.
With a quick glance, she could clearly see his strong and well-toned body.
Even the luxurious shirt he was wearing fit perfectly with his body.
But Dayarin could not raise her eyes to look at it directly.
“Dyaren?”
“Ah, look, look.”
After Sirius pressed, she looked at him for a short while, but her eyes did not stay on his body long.
She felt as if she saw something she shouldn't see, so she immediately raised her eyes.
Seeing that, Sirius frowned.
“I don't like the way you look, Dearyn.”
“...Oh, really.”
Even with his scolding, Dayaren couldn't raise her eyes.
Normally, if this had happened to Sirius, she would have raised her eyes and stared at him, but to do that she had to face him directly.
But since she didn't, Sirius became more insistent.
As if he was very sensitive to the arrangement, he would notice if Deyarin was not facing him.
But it was not that he was behaving like a possessive pet, but rather that he was behaving cautiously with his keeper who had made him a human being.
Dearyn needed to learn how to deal with these situations, but the problem was that after what happened in the bathroom, she was unable to look at Sirius directly.
“Dyaren.”
Sirius saw that Dearyn would not look at him, so he approached her until his face was in front of hers.
Dearyn was quickly surprised by Sirius moving in front of her, and she raised her body in a sudden movement.
But before she could step back, Sirius grabbed her shoulders tightly.
“!”
Dearyn jumped more than usual.
Sirius, as always, did not stop getting close to her, and only felt comfortable when his body was close to hers.
At those moments, he made these movements instinctively, and it became a habit for him to stay close to her all the time.
It was the same when he was moving.
Whether he was holding his hand or his arm, he was holding anything.
Even when Dearyn was so angry that she was grabbing his hair out of the depths of anger, he was only happy because he was caught, not because he was angry.
“Why, why…?”
“Darren, look at me.”
Even when Dearyn did not pay attention to him, Sirius did not hesitate to use all means and methods to bring himself closer to her.
How could she not see him bring his face closer to her?
But Diarin could not see him.
She closed her eyes tightly.
“….”
Could she have avoided this?
Sirius felt betrayed. Dearyn couldn't do this to him.
This was not possible, so he had to return to the way things were.
When he felt her avoiding looking at him, it became unbearable.
He felt like his life would have ended if he didn't feel Dearyn's gaze.
Sirius had a heavy attachment to her.
“Dyaren, I’m going to die.”
“You will not die.”
“Look at me.”
"I don't want."
“If you don't look, I'll die.”
“You will not die.”
Dearyn, who always raised concerns when Sirius looked a little hurt, had changed!
Sirius once again felt betrayal and pain in his heart.
But he couldn't give up like that.
If the attempt to influence him with pain did not succeed, what if he tried to attract Deyaren's attention with what he wanted?
“Darren. I’m doing something beautiful.”
"….What?"
"I'm doing something beautiful. I'm beautiful."
“….”
What nonsense?
Deyarin thought so, but she became curious.
What is this “beautiful thing” he is talking about?
This is the problem with curiosity.
The complaining could have been ignored, but once her curiosity became ignited, she couldn't stop.
In the end, she couldn't take it anymore and opened her eyes slightly.
“….”
The beautiful thing was true.
It was the same beautiful thing that Deyarin knew so well.
Sirius had his hands under his chin.
This was the position in which Deyarin used to joke with him, saying, “Nice thing.”
'...Is he joking?'
No, Sirius has no concept of joking.
He was simply, and in all seriousness, using what he had learned to make something “beautiful.”
And that's exactly what was causing the problem: that he would do something that upset others without having any bad intentions.
He had no bad intentions, so he couldn't even insult him, but he was really causing such a nuisance.
"Yes!"
Dearyn suddenly turned her head.
Sirius felt confused.
He did not get the response he expected from Deyarin.
He believed that seeing something beautiful would make her feel happy.
He thought that if he did something beautiful, it would look beautiful.
But Dayarin avoided him as if she saw something she shouldn't.
It was shocking.
Does this mean that even when he does something beautiful, he is not a beautiful person?
“…Dearyn, am I not pretty?”
"…What?"
“Even when I do something beautiful, am I not beautiful?”
“Oh, no, that's not what I mean!”
It is beautiful.
In fact, beauty was the problem.
If it wasn't so beautiful, you might have looked at him in amazement and said, "What are you doing?" And she ends the situation with just that word.
But since he was beautiful, she couldn't even tell a simple lie.
Because of that, the situation continued unnecessarily.
The situation was not really just a confrontation.
Sirius simply continued to act annoyingly, while Dearyn couldn't take it anymore and ran away.
“Dyaren...”
Sirius called out to her in a low voice, as if in pain, as he asked her to look at him.
Oh, he can't stand this. He had to be a very arrogant person, who loved himself beyond belief...
But he needs you to look at him, and he can't even do that.
'How will I deal with this in the future?'
The reason for all of this was that Dearyn had begun to move away from Sirius in an unusual way.
When one begins to be aware of something, one begins to be more aware of it, and when one begins to avoid it, one begins to avoid more.
When Sirius looked at her face, he felt as if a warm feeling in his heart would return, so he couldn't face her face to face like before.
This feeling was new to him.
It was strange, confusing, and sometimes even frightening about the confusion.
The more he didn't know where this feeling was coming from, the more he wanted to get away from it.
“If I'm not beautiful, why don't you look at me?”
Only Sirius did not understand what was happening, and was forced to accept this strange situation.
He didn't know why Dayaren suddenly treated him so coldly, and so he felt wronged.
But Dearyn knew very well what Sirius was feeling, and so she felt even more confused.
'I can't face him, but I can't stay in this situation for long.'
Dyaren was in a state of extreme confusion between whether to remain like this or to act differently.
He was supposed to be like a soft little puppy that people always thought was weak, but one day, when she turned around, she discovered that there was a huge person standing there.
It was like a strange man suddenly appearing.
The first question that came to her mind was: “Who are you?”
He looked like a puppy she knew, but he was a complete stranger to her.
But the strange man was trying to imitate the annoying puppy, and it seemed like he was trying to get her attention.
And this annoying puppy actually looked cute in the end.
'I feel like I'm going to lose my mind!'
These were Deyarin's feelings.
“Dyaren, how about this?”
"….What?"
“Will you look at me?”
Sirius' constant attempt to get Dearyn's attention was non-stop.
Of course, it was easy to look, but the problem was that she couldn't keep looking at him.
"….What do you do?"
Then Sirius did it.
Dearyn was in shock at what she was seeing.
Sirius was leaning against a pillar, unbuttoning his shirt.
The fourth button was undone with a clear sound.
"Are you crazy?! Oh, of course, I'm crazy!"
Dearyn was shocked and quickly ran to grab Sirius's hand and pull it away, then quickly re-closed the button.
She was so fast that if she had participated in a nationwide button-down competition, she would have easily won first place.
Even the maids who were quick to fasten the buttons were impressed by her speed.
“Why are you taking your clothes off again?!”
“If I take off my clothes, you'll look at me.”
“Even crazy people look when they pass by!”
“Is it crazy to take off your clothes?”
“If I ever take my clothes off, that's crazy!”
Deyarin shouted, her face red with surprise and distress.
If she had only been surprised, she wouldn't have felt so confused.
But he had taken off his clothes.
And in the corner of his head, there was the same jawline she had seen in the bathroom, an angle that showed off his relaxed facial features.
In an instant, she accidentally discovered that a puppy she thought was cute could sometimes show off an attractive, alluring appearance.
She was very surprised.
With her sharp eyes, Dearine checked several times to make sure she hadn't left any buttons open.
“Don't do this anywhere else again, okay?”
“If you look at me.”
Her panicked heart in an instant turned to “let things happen as they are.”
."Take off, take off if you want. Are you just going to get dressed or are you going to run around naked?"
Anyway, people here look like they live half naked. Maybe this is what suits him best.
A world full of crazy people, and if Sirius was going to be a beautiful crazy person, maybe that would suit him just fine.
“Will you do that?”
However, when Sirius was about to take off his clothes again, Dearyn felt forced to admit defeat again.
“Oh, no...”
Her eyes filled with tears, then she grabbed his hands tightly and pulled him to the sofa.
While Dearyn was in pain, Sirius was finally smiling as if he had her hand.
The maids who were cleaning the bathroom and watching this rare battle were laughing in a low voice.
But sometimes, they couldn't silence their voices.
“…Khh.”
"…hut."
They tried to hold their breath or hold their breath, but instead, the sounds were coming out of their noses very loudly.
Their laughter could burst from their ears or eyes at any moment.
At this moment, Dayaren was almost bursting with confusion.
What a... What a... Oh my God...
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